i.blog.to.keep.my.insanity

oh oh oh

2012-02-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

another victim got poisoned by the stupid fat spaceship.oh oh ohstupid fat spaceship.just singing, you wouldn't be stalking my blog do you?

this is scary

2012-01-27T11:50:00.001+08:00

twice in a week, this is too much.

i have a feeling that that day will come soon, very soon.

there's something

2012-01-20T13:24:00.000+08:00

i can't explain, but it does make me feel safe.

i guess it is a good thing? i should really count my blessings and do this really often.

happy yo!

2012-01-17T20:04:00.000+08:00

the boss and i spoke about having another repackage - couldn't be happier, at least i have gotten what i want at the moment, but then again money and perks are never enough, right?

can't wait for february 4 to come. so happy finally getting what i want for so long. 2012 is such a good year, right?

=)

my baby camera

2012-01-13T15:32:00.003+08:00

needs a leather strap. anyone know any place to find a nice one?

i miss

2012-01-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

strolling at balmain and darling street.

snippets | the land of spitting

2012-01-04T13:57:00.002+08:00

super duper cold at the summer palace!

i survived!

2012-01-03T19:12:00.002+08:00

hello 2012. i survived from the land of spitting to tell tons of funny tales about my own race to my friends, family and even to the people i barely met couple of minutes ago.

beijing and tianjin were great fun, and the cities do offer spectacular attractions and impeccable scenery, but the people there are far less greater than what my eyes have seen so far. thought i was going back to my roots and was rather excited to speak the language which is true to my roots.

then again, let's go back the scenic part of china - besides the uniqueness of my own people and the fact that i tripped and fell at the summer palace - the ancient relics, the palace and the snow are simply beautiful and immaculate. i think this is the only time that i raped my camera upside and down 8 days non-stop for one country.

more pictures coming up soon (i hope).

kuantan

2011-12-23T13:00:00.001+08:00

jamming death cab and ra ra riot while I was travelling back to kuantan. They made a good companion for long-hour drive but I afraid the other drivers might not agree with me singing and driving at the same time. but its ok, I can live with people giving me funny stares.

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you have got my back

2011-12-20T11:20:00.004+08:00

year end is always a good time to stop, ponder and reflect on what you have done this year or the past living years. i am getting one year older very soon, still none the wiser but less confused. i am generally happier this year, and finally realised that people who truly care about me will always have my back, regardless how nasty the situation can be.

thanks to everyone for a good year, let's make next year a better one. i have simple resolutions for the brand new year, let see if i can achieve all:-

travel more . love more . smile more . forgive more . forget more . spend more . share more . receive more . hug more . meet more . achieve more . take more pictures .

last but not least,

enjoy more.

happy christmas and holidays to you all.

this is the closest i can get

2011-12-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

dear boyfriend, when are you coming to malaysia?

only one week left to go back to my roots. =D

sounds familiar

2011-12-16T18:43:00.001+08:00

like listening to a life story of someone i am very familiar with:-

mental note

2011-12-16T11:35:00.001+08:00

must help people in need, i must remember that.

must help them even they can be fucked-up, bitchy or talk with a fake slang and tune back to malaysian slang after one minute.

oh dear god

2011-12-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

i will try not to bully my dog, friends and family.

i promise that i'll be good for next year, please take good care of me, do not allow an inch of me to be like her. blehhhhhh...

HAHAHAHA

2011-11-29T19:23:00.000+08:00

such a small world, i bumped into my ex boyfriend's current girlfriend during a meeting.

and i feel superior. damn, this is such a great feeling.

還剩下些什麼?

2011-11-24T19:11:00.001+08:00

thank you very much

2011-11-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

thank you very much for all the things even though you don't have to do that.

this and that

2011-11-18T12:14:00.000+08:00

you need this, and it will be good if you have that.

this that this that this that. when can i give all of these to you?

depression

2011-11-17T13:33:00.000+08:00

is when you realised you can't do what you want to do, and you need to wait for the right time to happen.

this is depress.

why

2011-11-08T17:43:00.002+08:00

i no enough money? =(

december and february

2011-11-06T10:57:00.002+08:00

i can't wait. really, can't wait.

what can you do before it ends

2011-11-05T00:36:00.001+08:00

it felt surreal when I looked at her. She looked so peaceful, just like taking a nap, so long that she could just ran away from what disappointed her in the reality.

so long that we couldn't wake you up again and complained about life like old times. I wonder what was on your mind before your soul was entirely switched off, but I hope you are in a happy place now.

r.i.p my friend.

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snippets bangkok 2011 | part 0.5

2011-10-28T09:50:00.002+08:00

the giraffe was trying to chew on my watch.

no flood la dei

2011-10-23T21:09:00.001+08:00

I am in bangkok, and it is still very happening. in case any flood happens, I can swim pretty well.

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HEHE

2011-10-18T19:39:00.000+08:00

these are just salt and pepper shakers okay, i don't know how i ended up shooting photos like this:-

i tell you, this is just all in your mind. stop thinking about dirty things.

HEHE part 1

HEHE part 2

HEHE part #3

HEHE part #4

HEHE part #5

kuantan | september 2011

2011-10-15T02:03:00.001+08:00

the long break in september was good. i took the opportunity to travel back to kuantan, and it has been a while since i spent time with doggie thingamajiky and my parents.

doggie thingamajiky thinks she's human now, and she acts literally more like a human being than a dog. it is even funnier that she thinks she can replace me since she spends more time at home than me. she sleeps on my bed, she chews on my tower, and complains to my mother when she didn't like the weird voices i made to tease her.

she's so dramatic.

egg yolk hiding behind the bush

some beach with tons of tiny crabs

graffiti on the sand

caption is lame

sea shell

dad's hand

acorn and new found friend

the clouds were so pretty that day

she likes to go out for a walk, without walking

doggie thingamajiky is always ready for the camera!

lotus petal on the grass

i am happy!

still my favourite song ever!

2011-10-13T17:18:00.001+08:00

BANG

2011-10-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

KOK.

FLOODS.

2011-10-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

i rang my dad up yesterday night about 11:58pm:-

me: hello! are you asleep? (obviously not right now, else who was the one picking up my call.)

dad: what? was about to fall asleep and you rang.

me: i have a very important question to ask you.

dad: what?

me:

if one day you were stranded on an island. far far away, obviously you can't swim back to where you are right now. so you search high and low, left and right, far and near for food, but there's nothing on the island. when you are about to give up hope, you suddenly see two cans lying on sand like,100m away.

you run like a crazy person to reach for those lifesavers and on the labels stated:

can #1: shit flavoured curry

can #2: curry flavoured shit

which one would you choose? jeng jeng jeng.

dad: .....

me: hello hello?

dad: you don't need to sleep one right? you talk to your mom.

me: hello mom.

mom: you choose which one?

me: bwahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahahahah, no can opener how to open the can....bwahahhahaha..

tired so am i

2011-10-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

i am so tired and i feel like i can eat a lot people alive for breakfast.

i don't even know what am i talking.

new friends #1

2011-10-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

met a couple of cute new friends frolicking under the sun that day. it certainly brought back good old memories of the time when i used to have loads and loads of furry friends, back in the primary school days.

comparing feet, mine's cooler my little furry friend.

looking at me looking at her.

i remember vividly how much i hated homework, and all i wanted to do was to play with all the furry friends behind my house after school. i made a point to meet my furry friends everyday or to smuggle my mom's food whenever i can. rain or shine, nothing, literally nothing can stop me from not doing these every single day.

i didn't even care to make friends with my peers because they think i wasn't cool enough to play "masak-masak" with them. it didnt bothered me too much, as all i need was my furry friends to be around.

not sure when did i gradually stop hanging out with them. wonder if they are still around, and i wonder.

high time

2011-09-29T10:50:00.000+08:00

it's high time that we need to start doing all crazy things. do it now or never.

10km in end of october, here i come okay.

is it true that

2011-09-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

once you move forward, you will never look back?

the third

2011-09-27T16:41:00.002+08:00

one bites the dust.

YOU DUST MITES.

snippets of malacca | eye of malacca

2011-09-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

while waiting for snippets of malacca | part two, here's the snippet of the snippets of malacca.

i am still busy procrastinating, don't bother to rush me.

snippets of malacca | part one

2011-09-24T01:30:00.003+08:00

went to our locally-produced "world heritage city" this march, and it took me gazillion years to post the pictures up.

it seems that i have been procrastinating more than i have been in 26 years. but don't bother to save me from this because i am quite proud proud of the pace i am taking now.

oh pictures yeah, here you go. =)

god don't knows when will i post the part two pictures up. soon i think. soon.

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annoyed

2011-09-23T14:59:00.000+08:00

when people don't do what they promised.

then what is the point of saying yes at the first place.

word of the day

2011-09-22T18:54:00.000+08:00

where is my DUMBDRIVE?

i am lucky that my heart is strong enough for all these crappy things.

bangkok, china and loas

2011-09-22T15:37:00.000+08:00

camera's ready my friends. =)

p/s: experiencing my first snow very soon too. how exciting.

i am confused

2011-09-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

now now, i will be lying if i said if it doesn't hit me.

everyone is getting married and jumping onto the bandwagon. I will be completely lying if i said i don't even bother.

every now and there are marriage photos popping up my facebook wall. how can i not gan cheong? what if i become lou ku poh and die alone how?

how you tell me? this is mind boggling.

I AM DAMN EXCITED CAN?

2011-09-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

I AM BEYOND ECSTATIC!!!!!

SOMETHING GREAT IS ABOUT TO KICKSTART I TELL YOU!!!!

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funnies of the day

2011-09-14T17:28:00.003+08:00

ever realised that certain people at your working place chanted a thousand times they want to quit, but never seems to leave?

every time and each time they get very emotional and more emotional, blaming the whole world not treating them fair and give them the respect they deserve.

i find these episodes funny.

when you said you want to quit your job, make sure you quit it.

else, don't even bother to say, because people don't give a flying kite to any of your rantings.

i am just saying. =)

world's BIGGEST..

2011-09-09T12:32:00.000+08:00

mouth and most emo individual is reading my blog.

bwahahahahahha....don't go around tell the whole world okay. you know your usual drill, aye?

i am just saying.

did you know?

2011-09-08T11:37:00.002+08:00

i have created another photoblog?

still blog will still remain my emo spot, and that will be purely about my photos.

let you guys know soon. =)

WHY

2011-09-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

CAN'T I STOP WORKING AH?!!???!

NIA MA AH!!

big dreams

2011-09-02T00:57:00.001+08:00

i am a firm believer of the idea that if i dreamt enough i will get there.

i am still an adamant of what i preach, but while getting there i must have ample doses of patience.

soon, i believe soon enough I will get the life like how exactly I envisioned to be like. soon.

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one day

2011-08-30T18:00:00.002+08:00

i have to be patient because one day,

you will.

we will.

and you thought i wouldn't know

2011-08-26T18:24:00.002+08:00

hello you, yeah you.

i know you are stalking my blog, and you thought i wouldn't know yeah.

i am stalking you stalking me yeah. =D

i am still grateful

2011-08-22T14:18:00.001+08:00

i don't think deserve all these, but i am truly grateful to have all i own now.

this song makes me swoon. =)

yada yada yada

2011-08-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

yeap, i'll listen because i believe in pay it forward.

you can do all the talk you want.

me bad temper

2011-08-15T13:53:00.002+08:00

i'm bad temper.

need to learn to zen out.

sorry i've abandoned you

2011-08-10T15:00:00.001+08:00

sorry john mayer, i've detoured a while to other songs.

but i still love you. i do.

it has been four long years

2011-08-09T11:47:00.000+08:00

not sure if you guys realised this, i have been contributing my thoughts and emotions in this blog for four years.

i have been super happy, uber emo, very angry and also extremely bitchy.

anyhow, i'd like to thank all of you for reading them. i lap you all. =)

xoxo,
very pretty lady

she stalks

2011-08-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

you thought i don't know ah, d'ohhhhh.

so many things in my mind now

2011-08-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

pork burger, forbidden city, snow, thick furry clothes, visa and meeting the people of my own race.

i am so so so so hype up now.

=D

i need to publish this

2011-07-27T15:17:00.002+08:00

so that i can keep this in my mind the next 10 years. =)

got see my name there or not! =p

i love love love love this song

2011-07-25T12:22:00.000+08:00

i can dance with this song. =)

i am contemplating

2011-07-22T12:47:00.000+08:00

whether should i get a domain for it.

snow snow snow, let it be snow.

snow and bei jing

2011-07-18T12:17:00.002+08:00

please please please make it happen.

i is mind boggled!

2011-07-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

alright, bring it on.

i am obnoxious, sarcastic, not easy going, indecent, serious and inappropriate.

i found these adjectives very contradictory, and i am still finding them contradicting. how can i be serious but indecent and inappropriate at the same time. it seriously boggles my mind.

other than the literal meaning of the words, i don't give a flying kite of what you think of me.

you know what is in my bucket list?

2011-07-12T17:36:00.002+08:00

i want to visit as many zoos around the world as possible. =)

what about your's?

if am dead tomorrow

2011-07-11T17:51:00.000+08:00

yoga is the culprit.

macho macho man!

2011-07-06T12:12:00.004+08:00

just so you all know, i've decided, in fact very determine, on being healthy.

I HAVE JOINED THE GYM and i have a workout song.

i am no longer fitness last (fitness first) or false fitness (true fitness), at last.

ahhahahahhahahahahahahhahaahahah!!!

big

2011-06-29T13:02:00.001+08:00

FURRY TAIL.

BIG FURRY TAIL.

BIG FURRY TAIL.

BIG FURRY TAIL.

BIG FURRY TAIL.

it is so cute OMG.

the feeling couldn't last long

2011-06-27T14:09:00.001+08:00

i

sigh.

just want to be happy.

there's nothing more enjoyable than listening to songs

2011-06-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

like this. =)

overall

2011-06-21T12:55:00.004+08:00

I AM HAPPY.

just need to find time to edit my photos. sigh.

and try out my holga.

and update my blog.

and look at the plans for my bangkok trip.

and learn adobe illustrator.

and read more books.

and play more games.

malaysia

2011-06-16T10:44:00.000+08:00

is a funny country, but the people are even funnier.

they made absurdity reasonable.

2.5km!

2011-06-13T13:20:00.002+08:00

woot!

2.5km now, and i need to train myself to run another 2.5km before the Shape Night Run comes.

am that weird!

2011-06-10T20:11:00.001+08:00

i set my current favourite song - katamari on the swing as a my ring tone, and i kept calling myself so that i can listen to the song again and again and again.

pat on my head and shoulder

2011-06-09T14:17:00.000+08:00

another repackage.

not exactly what i expected, but i supposed am good for now. think i deserve a big pat on my head and shoulder.

good job girl, good job. =D

another one bites the dust

2011-05-30T18:46:00.000+08:00

all of them claimed that they like to write, but this isn't the job they like because they can't write what they like.

how ironic.

i guess this is not the job for everyone.

deep beneath

2011-05-27T15:54:00.001+08:00

i still remember. i do.

i was . i am . i think i will . still.

do you?

grew up way too fast

2011-05-16T15:52:00.000+08:00

and now there's nothing to believe.

na na na na na na na na..

2011-05-12T18:21:00.000+08:00

katamari damacy!!!!!!

HOLGA!

2011-05-05T14:07:00.002+08:00

i can't wait to try out my holga!

when can work finish, exactly.

i need to pen this down

2011-04-22T11:00:00.000+08:00

before i get too old and forgot about everything else.

the hobbyist

you don't have to understand what am i talking about, am just using the blogspot entry as a notepad. bwahhahah

i say i should count my blessings

2011-04-21T13:08:00.000+08:00

things that make me happy are like grains of sand, so little, so slippery and sometimes unnoticeable.

but i know i can be happy by counting the blessings, one by one, bit by bit. irregardless of how significant the incident can be.

am a lucky girl, i just know that.

i hereby announce that i am officially CUCKOO

2011-04-19T09:25:00.002+08:00

The joy of meeting pays the pangs of absence;

else who could bear it?!!!?

ELSE WHO COULD BEAR IT?!!!!??

ELSE WHO COULD BEAR IT?!!!!!???!??!!?

doggie thingamajiky

2011-04-14T14:26:00.002+08:00

i miss my dog. =(

when can i go home?

I SURVIVED

2011-04-07T14:57:00.003+08:00

I survived, but it is not the end of april yet, omg!

by the way, i've found another cool song. This is my current favourite.

someone will remember me for who i am

2011-03-21T17:56:00.002+08:00

i think i will not survive through april.

i don't even think i will be alive when april hits.

if i don't, i hope you guys will still remember me for who i am.

eeeeekkkkkk...

i think..

2011-03-17T22:42:00.004+08:00

i should stop playing PSP and organise the pictures i took 10 thousand years ago

OMG, the games are so addictive.

a question of loyalty

2011-03-08T17:04:00.000+08:00

i don't have the heart to let her know that i do not have the loyalty she deemed i have.

i like this song

2011-03-03T18:19:00.001+08:00

me

2011-03-01T15:39:00.001+08:00

she is talking about me.

it must be me.

i just can't admit it.

not today

2011-02-24T15:14:00.004+08:00

not long ago, i left fragments of me behind - the bus tickets, the receipts, the sweet wrappers, the brochures, the leather skin diary, thinking that i should never leave a trace of evidence of me liking that city. nothing should lay around to remind me of what i loved.

today, my mind wandered off on its own, pounding on some thoughts about the city - puffs of frozen breathe, the food, the smell of the coffee lingered in the air of the old streets, the grocery stores, the asian market, the parks, the birds and that big fluffy tail cat.

i want to go back again, really.

not today and might not be tomorrow.

but one day, i will.

one day. i will.

burst

2011-02-22T16:09:00.001+08:00

I AM ABOUT TO BURST AH, NIA SENG.
GIVE ME A BREAK.

confused

2011-02-17T14:33:00.002+08:00

sometimes i don't know if additional offerings in life are good for me or a stall.

i guessed everything just happened too fast.

am so confused and low on energy right now.

hello, going 26 in 7 days time!

2011-02-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

7 days until my birthday and i am officially 26 this year!

at this point of life, i absolutely understand that growing old is a mandatory, in another words, i can't stop myself from ageing. nevertheless, i shall age gracefully. anyone who is mocking at me, you will walk my path one day. it is just a matter of time.

i hope i can be wiser this year and continue my path to zen-ism.

you are cumming? am not!

2011-01-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

when will people realise that it is so wrong to use the word cum to replace come.

sigh, not funny. just stop using it.

not everyone has the privilege to cum that often.

i like how things are sugar coated

2011-01-13T23:01:00.003+08:00

come to think about it, it doesn't reward you for wins and loses, or how well you play the game.

now that i've gotten a much clearer picture of this, i don't think i will ever regret of the things i'll do next.

just need to find a way to get on with my next plan.

sigh, so many things to do, so little time to achieve.

=)

2011-01-03T18:51:00.001+08:00

am glad zen finally found me, or i found zen. either ways, i am much happier now =)

2010 was just episodes of dramas. i hope ~~i'll have more fucks~~ this year will be a better one.

just so every of my beloved friends know, february is nearing, that means *cough* my birthday *cough* is coming! please do not forget, unless you've already prepared to feel my wrath, but i don't think you'd like to mess with my zen. ommmm...

2010-12-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

yeap, trying to be zen after been working crazily crazy for 3 months straight.

happy holidays and party hard everyone.

be truly happy.

just pathetic

2010-12-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

i wonder if he knows that he hogged the cover page of almost every chinese papers.

how stupid and pathetic can it be, seriously. this guy killed himself for a 4-month old relationship.

and the most ironic part is that some brave girl struggled her life to fight blood cancer, yet the news wasn't even at the first couple of pages.

the layout of news just made people think that " hey there's no biggies killing themselves, this is just another casanova committing suicide."

news are just fucking pathetic and am working in this line.

无言

2010-12-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

战争又再爆发，这次的我没有避风港，看着枪弹都已经杀到前方了，还是默默地站在原地让阵阵的炮弹来伤害你。

原来是真的，不论你逃得多远，只要你还是在意，就算多么不愿意，还是逃不掉的。我还曾经一度以为真的以为已经远远的逃离了。

不论你如何绞尽了办法，事情还是不可以两全其美。吞下了苦水，最后还是埋没了自己定下的规矩。

我很不甘心。其实我真的真的很不甘心。

有骨气又如何，有尊严又如何？

又能怎样？

if this has to be done

2010-12-09T23:04:00.003+08:00

i don't feel good barking at people and i don't like to corner them, if you ask me.

its not like i don't see you are struggling to get things done.

i acknowledged your effort, it is just not good enough.

i won't say sorry because the i am still right.

sigh.

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

2010-12-07T15:01:00.002+08:00

WHY AM I WORKING ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY?
WHY AM I REPLYING EMAILS AND ANSWERING CLIENTS' CALLS ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY?

WHY MY SALARY REMAINS THE SAME EVEN AFTER PETROL PRICE WAS UP FOR UPTENTH TIMES IN COUPLE OF MONTHS?

PWROAR!!

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

happy song!

2010-12-06T13:33:00.003+08:00

so that some of you wouldn't blame me for making you sad. =(

no lah, i just want everyone to be happy.

this is a happy song!

something i forgot for the longest time

2010-12-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

the rule of thumb of a good relationship is:-

fight like a married couple
talk like best friends
flirt like first love
protect each other like brothers and sisters

at one point i almost forgot that argument is one of the essentials. thought it will be detrimental to a relationship, so i avoided it, carefully and deliberately.

no, it is not. so not.