i know you miss me

you probably think i am dead.

N
O
P
E

i just complain less.

still kicking and alive

wings are clipped.

Not sure if this is a good thing. 

energy level

is dropping.

how are you doing?

i will always remember you.

i'm truly grateful how you found me at the wrong time. though the end didn't turn out right, at least something right was made out of the journey.

perhaps one day - one day everything will be forgotten and forgiven, we will sit down and have a good chat together again.

hello 2013!

i'm so sorry blog, i did't mean to abandon you but it seems that i'm writing more proposals and emails than updating you.
it's been such a long time since i last updated my blog, so many things have changed.
i need to get a good rest before the craze starts again in april.

integrity

this i can't let go.

jaded

i am, at every point. not even sure the direction i'm heading to right now is right.

primadonna me

going up and going down just for that crown. it seems that the more i have, the less i can lose.

it is lonely up here.

i can't get people to understand me.

so tired. when can i only start thinking for myself.

out of love and out of touch

brewing a plan to create more awareness for the dogs at paws.they deserve better. animal shelter manager doesn't just sit in the office and what's surprising is not even a dog lover.

i like spiderman and i like snow patrol

happy

i finally get to walk the talk of creating a better world for malaysian dogs.
someone will have my back no matter how rough my day can be.
knowing that its okay to stay foolish than to be ego.
knowing that i am a bigger person at all times.

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hiatus

i am not abandoning my blog, i've just recently found my new loves - twitter and instagram!

add me at hweinutbutter if you are still keen to listen to my daily rants. both of them are so distractingly addictive:-

twitter | https://twitter.com/#!/hweinutbutter

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out, see you at twitter and instagram!

只顧去做

一個頻頻回頭的人，是走不了遠路的。
努力就是忘記自己在做什麼，而只顧去做。

~李嘉诚~

in a thought race

i have been stuck in the reflective mood or rather i call it a thought race for quite some time. been trying very hard to think back to collect bits and pieces of my long buried past which i'd rather them be. funny thing is, as much as i'd want them to stay buried, deep down i know better, they could never stay put.

as much as i would like to live my life with no regrets, i'd still question myself what if...

what if i didn't turn up for that dinner that christmas, would i lose a dear friend?

what if i didn't insist on pursuing my career and went ahead to apply the working holiday visa, would things be different?

if only i could be patient, would the ending be any different?

what if i hold still, would there be a change of path?

what if, and too many what ifs...

would i be a different person of what i am today if i chose the other path at that particular instance? i will never know.