i miss
strolling at balmain and darling street.
strolling at balmain and darling street.
year end is always a good time to stop, ponder and reflect on what you have done this year or the past living years. i am getting one year older very soon, still none the wiser but less confused. i am generally happier this year, and finally realised that people who truly care about me will always have my back, regardless how nasty the situation can be.
like listening to a life story of someone i am very familiar with:-
must help people in need, i must remember that.
must help them even they can be fucked-up, bitchy or talk with a fake slang and tune back to malaysian slang after one minute.
such a small world, i bumped into my ex boyfriend's current girlfriend during a meeting.
and i feel superior. damn, this is such a great feeling.
met a couple of cute new friends frolicking under the sun that day. it certainly brought back good old memories of the time when i used to have loads and loads of furry friends, back in the primary school days.
comparing feet, mine's cooler my little furry friend.
looking at me looking at her.
i remember vividly how much i hated homework, and all i wanted to do was to play with all the furry friends behind my house after school. i made a point to meet my furry friends everyday or to smuggle my mom's food whenever i can. rain or shine, nothing, literally nothing can stop me from not doing these every single day.
i didn't even care to make friends with my peers because they think i wasn't cool enough to play "masak-masak" with them. it didnt bothered me too much, as all i need was my furry friends to be around.
not sure when did i gradually stop hanging out with them. wonder if they are still around, and i wonder.
it's high time that we need to start doing all crazy things. do it now or never.
10km in end of october, here i come okay.
i am a firm believer of the idea that if i dreamt enough i will get there.
i am still an adamant of what i preach, but while getting there i must have ample doses of patience.
soon, i believe soon enough I will get the life like how exactly I envisioned to be like. soon.
i have to be patient because one day,
you will.
we will.
i don't think deserve all these, but i am truly grateful to have all i own now.
this song makes me swoon. =)
yeap, i'll listen because i believe in pay it forward.
you can do all the talk you want.
come to think about it, it doesn't reward you for wins and loses, or how well you play the game.
now that i've gotten a much clearer picture of this, i don't think i will ever regret of the things i'll do next.
just need to find a way to get on with my next plan.
sigh, so many things to do, so little time to achieve.
am glad zen finally found me, or i found zen. either ways, i am much happier now =)
2010 was just episodes of dramas. i hope i'll have more fucks this year will be a better one.
just so every of my beloved friends know, february is nearing, that means *cough* my birthday *cough* is coming! please do not forget, unless you've already prepared to feel my wrath, but i don't think you'd like to mess with my zen. ommmm...