boxes, boxes and boxes of packed items lay uncompromisingly at the living room.
i know, next week everyone will be leaving.
it is not going to be the usual semester break.
we are leaving each other this time.
very soon, i'll be sitting in silence, hearing the echos we used to be.
silence. just silence.
when will i be seeing everyone of you agian?
lets get in da mood, shall we?
Los Campesinos - You! Me! Dancing!
Mika - Lollipop
slap kao myself, exam already still wi wi wa wa here.
ciao.
like one of those nights agian, sleepless n sulk.
i am a full fledge sulk queen. i have not realised this right until i turned 22. i am not proud of it but i do not intend to deny this. yes, i do tried to get rid of my sulkiness yet it revisits agian and agian and agian, like never ending sial.
yesterday someone told me not to try too hard. the it striked me, something always worth fighting for. that is what i told myself ever since some bitches declared their war of righteousness to me some years ago. tell me, if i werent trying too hard, will i still be surviving? so, do i still need to try hard? or perhaps, you arent trying hard enough?
pah... duno la. i am not good at expressing my thoughts in words but why am i so emo sial? trying too hard or not too hard, i know i wont give up la but where am i going next?
i've not tell you enough how i felt these 23 months.
but dont tell others yeah.
psst..i love you.
everything i once had.
i mocked at others who lost it.
i was once so proud i'll have it as old as i could be.
and i let it slipped quietly.
so quiet..i am so far behind.
sometimes its so ironic...
the more you wanted so badly to work it out, the more suck it becomes.
i dont know how it would be.
but i never lose hope.
there will be a day.
a day.
+-+
i asked her,
"what is communication?"
she said,
"Talking about life, favourites, gossips and friends."
I said,
" life like what?"
she said,
" our dislikes, our life."
i nooded to her,
" i have no life, because i have no longer love to communicate. "
me.
i think about you.
blur case pose
k po chi pose
sweet arse
lion king pose
black face pose
nutcase anonymous and doggie
i think about you and me. :(
I am yawning gazillion times a minute.
what happened to the good old times when i was so capable of catching flies with chopstick even after days of sleepless nights.wtf, i am an old fart.wtf, i am ageing prematurely, i insist gracefully.
*yawn* i know. i can trap flies while yawning.sweet.
Thou hast to be afraid of me ballots.
I'll be fucking glad if you were fired, mofos
teehee...
HAPPY VOTING everyone!
