i am contemplating

whether should i get a domain for it.

snow snow snow, let it be snow.

sometimes what you said can be a jingle

i know i cannot be bothered anymore.

sometimes i am so sure that what you said didn't mean jack to me. i wouldn't give a flying kite to them. in fact, they couldn't mean any flying fucks to me.

no matter how much i was convinced that those words meant no harm to me anymore, the words that you said sprouted and grew, deeper and deeper. rubbing salts to my wounds and sores.

maybe you are right. i am trying hard. too hard indeed.

so hard that i can't go with the flow. too hard that things become awkward. i am straining myself too much that i couldn't let things go. like a kid with palm full of sweets that she couldn't pull her hand out of the jar. too greedy to let go some of the sweets.

i am too greedy that i want all. that is why i tried so hard and i ended up none.

i can't ditch it, really. i thought i had. it's already a jingle, twirling in my mind. jinxing i can never loved, nor be loved.

aha, so you thought I wouldn't reply to tags huh!

Chew Lueypin, just so you thought I would not reply to tags, I will, occasionally. Actually never been.

Upshot is, I was fiddling through your old entries (Interpret: I am re-reading your old entries because there is not much new stuff on. Please update your long-abandoned blog so I'll know you are perfectly fine/in one piece/happily struggling/fill in the blanks) and found out I was tagged and labelled as one of the people who hasnt been updating regularly (Huh? You mean me?).



XXX

RULE #1 Given that I am not an obedient people, there is no rule. Please do not fuss yourself to read on the rules.

RULE #2 Crap.


1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I will pretend I know nothing, be good with him, chop off his penis/balls when his off guard, then tie the penis/balls at a balloon to let it fly away.

I am just kidding. Exactly, there is nothing much I can do, leaving is the best option. Don't expect me to befriend with him. Things don't work out that way.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

I am greedy. I can't be contented with just one dream come true. But I do have a lifetime ambition though - to become the most sucessful tai tai (Interpret: bum, slack, high tea, excessive shopping.)


3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

No. Make love (literally), no war.


4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

Bum, slack, high tea, excessive shopping, hire a male stripper then go hooooo haaaaa with Yer, Lueypin and Vien. (Sorry for not inviting you, pariah 3, i know you wouldn't be a tad interested.)

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?

Possible, did happen couple of times. :D


6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

It doesn't matter. As long as I can become the most successful tai tai.


7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

I used to say I will wait for someone, but got over it after a couple of months.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

Why the questions are so emo? I would refrain myself falling in love with someone whose already attached. Exactly, what is the point of stealing people's boyfriend?

And I believe in retribution.


9. What do you pray each day for your loved one?

Which loved one? How can you possibly have one and the only loved one? What happen to my family, doggie and anonymous?


10. What takes you down the fastest?

Living a mundane life.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?

A successful tai tai with billions, enjoying strip shows with Yer, Lueypin and Vien in a room specially alloted for such occasion.


12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?

I have too many desires.


13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

This question is provocative. She is my best friend since secondary two!


14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Crap. Married, rich and happy.

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?

Thinking very hard whether is it me in the mirror. Age catches up very fast, I barely recognise myself these days.


16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Depends.


17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

Who has the most potential to make me a tai tai


18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

Yes, I forgave and forgot. I have little recollections on the harms people inflicted on me.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

Relationship.

20. Referring to No. 19, what’s the best thing about it?

Waking up to hugs and kisses. bahahaha..


I tag:

Exhibitionists who like expressing themselves publicly.


XXX

7 days and counting down. :D

to katie

生日快乐，大头鬼.

:D

little things

april 2006

calls before dozing off

7 long sms-es

ribena

reincarnation

sri hartamas

pact

she's the man

igloo kisses

bitches in between

tight grasped hand

chocolate banana

big nostril

actors studio

converse sneakers

dancing in the moonlight

eyes on malaysia

cotton boy

superman floating stunt

tingkie and jixie

every year a christmas bear

ck one

on on

999

super babi

aquarium

last beautiful girl

early hour kfc

pig noodles

sri pandi

need for speed

one tree hill

julius

greeting cards every sem break

facial appointment with jessica

katie

harry potter

pudu

genting

pantai hillpark

mimi

cheezle

home made sandwich

toh

beagle and golden retriever

george kiuney

matt damien

happie 23rd anniversary

.....

me loves indon pie

the green colour thingy looks like incredible hulk ain it? :)