what the duck

i literally scarred my face when i accidently surfed login into my blog.

then i started hyperventilating.

what the hell.. its true i've ditched my blog for some time, eleh, tak cukup 1 month also and now i dont even recognize my own blog. what is with the big ugly font at the upper left corner?? urgh..life is always suprising always shocking.

in the mean time, give some time to a literally technological impaired modern people like me to figure out how to get rid it.

now that i've settled myself. found a job. gushing to be a kuli working adult after graduated 4 weeks. who knows i will be starting that early, even me myself never expect it. but then i'd secretly psyched myself to expect the unexpected since the minute i discovered the invasion of the ugly font.who knows what happen next minute like you'll never know suddenly there is a new entry in my blog.

yikes...shall rant more . and yeah, i like my job. :D

p/s: oh yeah, i've got my own name card. gembira-s

random post on monday afternoon

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MATA fair

她说: "哎呀, 去那里都那样贵.又没得飞了."
他说: "没有啊, 今天我们到过很多地方. 美国,澳洲,这里都有,都一次过到过了."


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chew luey pin!!

connection here like sial.

almost tak sempat to post this burfday wish.

happie put put putday!!

got cake please reserve one piece for me.

i is very poor, been craving to eat cake but no money.

prease.

:D

to christina/cynthia/denise/michelle/emuai

happie happie burfday

:D

doggie is bugging me and i cant write properly

bumming

slacking

slugging

and my stomach ache like fuck.

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doggie is following me everywhere.

she is like a cotton candy, chocolate cotton candy.

keep aftering me, for the papaya in my hand.

i cant bear to look at the living room

boxes, boxes and boxes of packed items lay uncompromisingly at the living room.

i know, next week everyone will be leaving.

it is not going to be the usual semester break.

we are leaving each other this time.

very soon, i'll be sitting in silence, hearing the echos we used to be.

silence. just silence.

when will i be seeing everyone of you agian?

to katie

生日快乐，大头鬼.

:D

woot woot

lets get in da mood, shall we?



Los Campesinos - You! Me! Dancing!



Mika - Lollipop

slap kao myself, exam already still wi wi wa wa here.

ciao.

the rabbit

the rabbit

was once

fearless

reckless

loony
cuckoo

jumpy

how is the rabbit?

just like the drawing

sore
burn
wounded
torn

let's find the old rabbit back, shall we?

peh no more.

emo la dei

like one of those nights agian, sleepless n sulk.

i am a full fledge sulk queen. i have not realised this right until i turned 22. i am not proud of it but i do not intend to deny this. yes, i do tried to get rid of my sulkiness yet it revisits agian and agian and agian, like never ending sial.

yesterday someone told me not to try too hard. the it striked me, something always worth fighting for. that is what i told myself ever since some bitches declared their war of righteousness to me some years ago. tell me, if i werent trying too hard, will i still be surviving? so, do i still need to try hard? or perhaps, you arent trying hard enough?

pah... duno la. i am not good at expressing my thoughts in words but why am i so emo sial? trying too hard or not too hard, i know i wont give up la but where am i going next?

wtf?

ouch.. this is nasty.

buwahahahahha....

untitled

i've not tell you enough how i felt these 23 months.

but dont tell others yeah.

psst..i love you.

far more

everything i once had.

i mocked at others who lost it.

i was once so proud i'll have it as old as i could be.

and i let it slipped quietly.

so quiet..i am so far behind.

hey there

sometimes its so ironic...

the more you wanted so badly to work it out, the more suck it becomes.

i dont know how it would be.

but i never lose hope.

there will be a day.

a day.

+-+

little things

april 2006

calls before dozing off

7 long sms-es

ribena

reincarnation

sri hartamas

pact

she's the man

igloo kisses

bitches in between

tight grasped hand

chocolate banana

big nostril

actors studio

converse sneakers

dancing in the moonlight

eyes on malaysia

cotton boy

superman floating stunt

tingkie and jixie

every year a christmas bear

ck one

on on

999

super babi

aquarium

last beautiful girl

early hour kfc

pig noodles

sri pandi

need for speed

one tree hill

julius

greeting cards every sem break

facial appointment with jessica

katie

harry potter

pudu

genting

pantai hillpark

mimi

cheezle

home made sandwich

toh

beagle and golden retriever

george kiuney

matt damien

happie 23rd anniversary

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