random post on monday afternoon
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MATA fair
她说: "哎呀, 去那里都那样贵.又没得飞了."
他说: "没有啊, 今天我们到过很多地方. 美国,澳洲,这里都有,都一次过到过了."
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MATA fair
她说: "哎呀, 去那里都那样贵.又没得飞了."
他说: "没有啊, 今天我们到过很多地方. 美国,澳洲,这里都有,都一次过到过了."
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connection here like sial.
almost tak sempat to post this burfday wish.
happie put put putday!!
got cake please reserve one piece for me.
i is very poor, been craving to eat cake but no money.
prease.
:D
bumming
slacking
slugging
and my stomach ache like fuck.
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doggie is following me everywhere.
she is like a cotton candy, chocolate cotton candy.
keep aftering me, for the papaya in my hand.
boxes, boxes and boxes of packed items lay uncompromisingly at the living room.
i know, next week everyone will be leaving.
it is not going to be the usual semester break.
we are leaving each other this time.
very soon, i'll be sitting in silence, hearing the echos we used to be.
silence. just silence.
when will i be seeing everyone of you agian?
lets get in da mood, shall we?
Los Campesinos - You! Me! Dancing!
Mika - Lollipop
slap kao myself, exam already still wi wi wa wa here.
ciao.
like one of those nights agian, sleepless n sulk.
i am a full fledge sulk queen. i have not realised this right until i turned 22. i am not proud of it but i do not intend to deny this. yes, i do tried to get rid of my sulkiness yet it revisits agian and agian and agian, like never ending sial.
yesterday someone told me not to try too hard. the it striked me, something always worth fighting for. that is what i told myself ever since some bitches declared their war of righteousness to me some years ago. tell me, if i werent trying too hard, will i still be surviving? so, do i still need to try hard? or perhaps, you arent trying hard enough?
pah... duno la. i am not good at expressing my thoughts in words but why am i so emo sial? trying too hard or not too hard, i know i wont give up la but where am i going next?
i've not tell you enough how i felt these 23 months.
but dont tell others yeah.
psst..i love you.
everything i once had.
i mocked at others who lost it.
i was once so proud i'll have it as old as i could be.
and i let it slipped quietly.
so quiet..i am so far behind.
sometimes its so ironic...
the more you wanted so badly to work it out, the more suck it becomes.
i dont know how it would be.
but i never lose hope.
there will be a day.
a day.
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i asked her,
"what is communication?"
she said,
"Talking about life, favourites, gossips and friends."
I said,
" life like what?"
she said,
" our dislikes, our life."
i nooded to her,
" i have no life, because i have no longer love to communicate. "