yeap, trying to be zen after been working crazily crazy for 3 months straight.

happy holidays and party hard everyone.

be truly happy.

just pathetic

i wonder if he knows that he hogged the cover page of almost every chinese papers.

how stupid and pathetic can it be, seriously. this guy killed himself for a 4-month old relationship.

and the most ironic part is that some brave girl struggled her life to fight blood cancer, yet the news wasn't even at the first couple of pages.

the layout of news just made people think that " hey there's no biggies killing themselves, this is just another casanova committing suicide."

news are just fucking pathetic and am working in this line.

无言

战争又再爆发， 这次的我没有避风港，看着枪弹都已经杀到前方了，还是默默地站在原地让阵阵的炮弹来伤害你。

原来是真的，不论你逃得多远，只要你还是在意，就算多么不愿意，还是逃不掉的。我还曾经一度以为真的以为已经远远的逃离了。

不论你如何绞尽了办法，事情还是不可以两全其美。吞下了苦水，最后还是埋没了自己定下的规矩。

我很不甘心。其实我真的真的很不甘心。

有骨气又如何， 有尊严又如何？

又能怎样？

if this has to be done

i don't feel good barking at people and i don't like to corner them, if you ask me.

its not like i don't see you are struggling to get things done.

i acknowledged your effort, it is just not good enough.

i won't say sorry because the i am still right.

sigh.

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

WHY AM I WORKING ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY?
WHY AM I REPLYING EMAILS AND ANSWERING CLIENTS' CALLS ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY?

WHY MY SALARY REMAINS THE SAME EVEN AFTER PETROL PRICE WAS UP FOR UPTENTH TIMES IN COUPLE OF MONTHS?

PWROAR!! 

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

happy song!

so that some of you wouldn't blame me for making you sad. =(

no lah, i just want everyone to be happy.

this is a happy song!

something i forgot for the longest time

the rule of thumb of a good relationship is:-

fight like a married couple
talk like best friends
flirt like first love
protect each other like brothers and sisters

at one point i almost forgot that argument is one of the essentials. thought it will be detrimental to a relationship, so i avoided it, carefully and deliberately.

no, it is not. so not.