oh well, it's not that bad after all

things went out of hand a week ago. the expectation and neediness for affection, also the urge to make things right crumbled my defense system. like a total crash.

i was a goner, physically and mentally.

oh well, at least i am alright now.just like a cliche. i guess you have to go through a series of gruesome torments in order to recognise what you nearly missed. can't say i am totally tame with what i have now, at least the situation is getting better.

on another note, i had my appraisal today. the package balls offered me was a good one. i am fairly happy with it, especially with the long holidays i will be having in july. hope that i don't have to sell my soul over the entitlements i settled with. come to think about it, i would actually sell my soul for the benefits i am entitled with.

ok. until the next time. thank you. bye.

i am thinking hard

that some day i want to go back to studies.

i am really missing the days where i can skip any classes whenever the weather is shitty, i am feeling sleepy or i am physically and mentally deranged.

i think the thing that i missed the most was the long night crappy chats, the porn sessions and the serious talks on our unweavering dreams.

i miss everything when i was in uni when i can't live like any now.

i miss my life, back then.

now you can whore yourself to the ultimate level

i am no pro, but  i can't stand photos which are:-


BLUR
PIXELISE
OUT OF FOCUS
EVERY PHOTO ON THEMSELVES INSTEAD OF THE SCENERY


for eff sake,  you can find all these photos in facebook.

last year . spring . QVB

will be uploading more photos in my blog. don't really want to turn my whining channel into a pictorial blog, but my free flickr account is hitting its limit for 200 photos.

in another word, only my recent uploaded photos will be displayed and my older photos no longer appears in my photostream. however, i get to know that the old photos uploaded in my blog, yet not showing in the stream, will still work fine here. oh well, at least i can flip through my older entries to look at my masterpieces. i can live with that.

don't ask me to upgrade my flickr account to pro. it costs USD24 per year and i am not even close to a pro to own a pro account. wtf.

some shots on QVB i took last year. you ask if i miss the place, maybe. i think its the people i miss the most.

nevertheless, QVB is a magnificent piece of architecture. can't say it is the most beautiful shopping centre in the world, since i have only been to couple of places thus far. hopefully one day, after i've done wandering around wonderful attractions in the world, i can tell you this.




shot this while i was waiting for the bus.




dusk, QVB and bus.

doggie thingamajigy!

my biggest hobby is to pester doggie. :D



showing innocent face




24-7 innocent face




doggie's new found hobby - waiting for cats to walk pass.




gan cheung already. don't know what she spotted.




caption is lame.




doggie is definitely not a cam-whore material.

hello i am emma williams, the managing director of Schmap Guides, and i can make you happy

This is awesome possum amidst all the glooms!

Never thought my very powderful nevertheless i am proud of photographs would be shortlisted for inclusion in the tenth edition of the Schmap Sydney Guide.


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Hi Hwei,

I am writing to let you know that one of your photos has been short-listed for inclusion in the tenth edition of our Schmap Sydney Guide, to be published late January 2010.

www.schmap.com/shortlist/p=16951952N02/c=SN50012003

Clicking this link will take you to a page where you can:
i) See which of your photos has been short-listed.
ii) Submit or withdraw your photo from our final selection phase.
iii) Learn how we credit photos in our Schmap Guides.
iv) Browse online or download the ninth edition of our Schmap Sydney Guide.

While we offer no payment for publication, many photographers are pleased to submit their photos, as Schmap Guides give their work recognition and wide exposure, and are free of charge to readers. Photos are published at a maximum width of 150 pixels, are clearly attributed, and link to high-resolution originals at Flickr.

Our submission deadline is Friday, January 8. If you happen to be reading this message after this date, please still click on the link above (our Schmap Guides are updated frequently - photos submitted after this deadline will be considered for later releases).

Best regards,

Emma Williams,
Managing Editor, Schmap Guides
www.schmap.me/emma.j.williams



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and this is the shortlisted photo!





Now suddenly i am so happy already. :D

insanity

cornered. like i have left no choice at all.

am in the brink of losing my sanity.