integrity

this i can't let go.

jaded

i am, at every point. not even sure the direction i'm heading to right now is right.

primadonna me

going up and going down just for that crown. it seems that the more i have, the less i can lose.

it is lonely up here.

i can't get people to understand me.

so tired. when can i only start thinking for myself.

out of love and out of touch

brewing a plan to create more awareness for the dogs at paws.they deserve better. animal shelter manager doesn't just sit in the office and what's surprising is not even a dog lover.

i like spiderman and i like snow patrol

happy

i finally get to walk the talk of creating a better world for malaysian dogs.
someone will have my back no matter how rough my day can be.
knowing that its okay to stay foolish than to be ego.
knowing that i am a bigger person at all times.

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hiatus

i am not abandoning my blog, i've just recently found my new loves - twitter and instagram!

add me at hweinutbutter if you are still keen to listen to my daily rants. both of them are so distractingly addictive:-

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out, see you at twitter and instagram!

只顧去做

一個頻頻回頭的人，是走不了遠路的。
努力就是忘記自己在做什麼，而只顧去做。

~李嘉诚~

in a thought race

i have been stuck in the reflective mood or rather i call it a thought race for quite some time. been trying very hard to think back to collect bits and pieces of my long buried past which i'd rather them be. funny thing is, as much as i'd want them to stay buried, deep down i know better, they could never stay put.

as much as i would like to live my life with no regrets, i'd still question myself what if...

what if i didn't turn up for that dinner that christmas, would i lose a dear friend?

what if i didn't insist on pursuing my career and went ahead to apply the working holiday visa, would things be different?

if only i could be patient, would the ending be any different?

what if i hold still, would there be a change of path?

what if, and too many what ifs...

would i be a different person of what i am today if i chose the other path at that particular instance? i will never know.

这样的唇.....

茫茫人海， 会有什么安排呢？

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complicated

it is getting more complicated. i can never get what I wanted, isn't it?

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zumbarons

i remember vividly my first taste of the zumbarons - as if the flavours of the macarons still linger on my tastebuds. who would have thought that three years later i have the opportunity to liaise with the macaron master himself. sometimes i just love my job, there are so much twists and the surprises are just infinite.

photos by zumbo

these zumbarons are really heaven food. looking at the pictures alone make me want to visit balmain again. one day, one day hopefully.

i do not understand a word about this song

but it makes me happy! =D

everything

seems to fall into place, now need to think further to retain it.

it's done

can't wait to see good things coming.

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oh oh oh

another victim got poisoned by the stupid fat spaceship. oh oh oh stupid fat spaceship. just singing, you wouldn't be stalking my blog do you?

this is scary

twice in a week, this is too much.

i have a feeling that that day will come soon, very soon.

there's something

i can't explain, but it does make me feel safe.

i guess it is a good thing? i should really count my blessings and do this really often.

my baby camera

needs a leather strap. anyone know any place to find a nice one?

i miss

strolling at balmain and darling street.

snippets | the land of spitting

super duper cold at the summer palace!

i survived!

hello 2012. i survived from the land of spitting to tell tons of funny tales about my own race to my friends, family and even to the people i barely met couple of minutes ago.

beijing and tianjin were great fun, and the cities do offer spectacular attractions and impeccable scenery, but the people there are far less greater than what my eyes have seen so far. thought i was going back to my roots and was rather excited to speak the language which is true to my roots.

then again, let's go back the scenic part of china - besides the uniqueness of my own people and the fact that i tripped and fell at the summer palace - the ancient relics, the palace and the snow are simply beautiful and immaculate. i think this is the only time that i raped my camera upside and down 8 days non-stop for one country.

more pictures coming up soon (i hope).