not today

not long ago, i left fragments of me behind - the bus tickets, the receipts, the sweet wrappers, the brochures, the leather skin diary, thinking that i should never leave a trace of evidence of me liking that city. nothing should lay around to remind me of what i loved.

today, my mind wandered off on its own, pounding on some thoughts about the city - puffs of frozen breathe, the food, the smell of the coffee lingered in the air of the old streets, the grocery stores, the asian market, the parks, the birds and that big fluffy tail cat. 

i want to go back again, really.

not today and  might not be tomorrow.

but one day, i will. 

one day. i will.

burst

I AM ABOUT TO BURST AH, NIA SENG.
GIVE ME A BREAK.

confused

sometimes i don't know if additional offerings in life are good for me or a stall.

i guessed everything just happened too fast.

am so confused and low on energy right now.

hello, going 26 in 7 days time!

7 days until my birthday and i am officially 26 this year!

at this point of life, i absolutely understand that growing old is a mandatory, in another words, i can't stop myself from ageing. nevertheless, i shall age gracefully. anyone who is mocking at me, you will walk my path one day. it is just a matter of time.

i hope i can be wiser this year and continue my path to zen-ism. 

:D