jamming death cab and ra ra riot while I was travelling back to kuantan. They made a good companion for long-hour drive but I afraid the other drivers might not agree with me singing and driving at the same time. but its ok, I can live with people giving me funny stares.
year end is always a good time to stop, ponder and reflect on what you have done this year or the past living years. i am getting one year older very soon, still none the wiser but less confused. i am generally happier this year, and finally realised that people who truly care about me will always have my back, regardless how nasty the situation can be.
dear boyfriend, when are you coming to malaysia?
only one week left to go back to my roots. =D
must help people in need, i must remember that.
must help them even they can be fucked-up, bitchy or talk with a fake slang and tune back to malaysian slang after one minute.
i will try not to bully my dog, friends and family.
i promise that i'll be good for next year, please take good care of me, do not allow an inch of me to be like her. blehhhhhh...
such a small world, i bumped into my ex boyfriend's current girlfriend during a meeting.
and i feel superior. damn, this is such a great feeling.
you need this, and it will be good if you have that.
this that this that this that. when can i give all of these to you?
is when you realised you can't do what you want to do, and you need to wait for the right time to happen.
this is depress.
it felt surreal when I looked at her. She looked so peaceful, just like taking a nap, so long that she could just ran away from what disappointed her in the reality.
so long that we couldn't wake you up again and complained about life like old times. I wonder what was on your mind before your soul was entirely switched off, but I hope you are in a happy place now.
r.i.p my friend.
I am in bangkok, and it is still very happening. in case any flood happens, I can swim pretty well.
these are just salt and pepper shakers okay, i don't know how i ended up shooting photos like this:-
i tell you, this is just all in your mind. stop thinking about dirty things.
HEHE part 1
HEHE part 2
HEHE part #3
HEHE part #4
HEHE part #5
i am so tired and i feel like i can eat a lot people alive for breakfast.
i don't even know what am i talking.
met a couple of cute new friends frolicking under the sun that day. it certainly brought back good old memories of the time when i used to have loads and loads of furry friends, back in the primary school days.
comparing feet, mine's cooler my little furry friend.
looking at me looking at her.
i remember vividly how much i hated homework, and all i wanted to do was to play with all the furry friends behind my house after school. i made a point to meet my furry friends everyday or to smuggle my mom's food whenever i can. rain or shine, nothing, literally nothing can stop me from not doing these every single day.
i didn't even care to make friends with my peers because they think i wasn't cool enough to play "masak-masak" with them. it didnt bothered me too much, as all i need was my furry friends to be around.
not sure when did i gradually stop hanging out with them. wonder if they are still around, and i wonder.
it's high time that we need to start doing all crazy things. do it now or never.
10km in end of october, here i come okay.
while waiting for snippets of malacca | part two, here's the snippet of the snippets of malacca.
i am still busy procrastinating, don't bother to rush me.
went to our locally-produced "world heritage city" this march, and it took me gazillion years to post the pictures up.
it seems that i have been procrastinating more than i have been in 26 years. but don't bother to save me from this because i am quite proud proud of the pace i am taking now.
oh pictures yeah, here you go. =)
god don't knows when will i post the part two pictures up. soon i think. soon.
when people don't do what they promised.
then what is the point of saying yes at the first place.
where is my DUMBDRIVE?
i am lucky that my heart is strong enough for all these crappy things.
camera's ready my friends. =)
p/s: experiencing my first snow very soon too. how exciting.
now now, i will be lying if i said if it doesn't hit me.
everyone is getting married and jumping onto the bandwagon. I will be completely lying if i said i don't even bother.
every now and there are marriage photos popping up my facebook wall. how can i not gan cheong? what if i become lou ku poh and die alone how?
how you tell me? this is mind boggling.
I AM BEYOND ECSTATIC!!!!!
SOMETHING GREAT IS ABOUT TO KICKSTART I TELL YOU!!!!
ever realised that certain people at your working place chanted a thousand times they want to quit, but never seems to leave?
every time and each time they get very emotional and more emotional, blaming the whole world not treating them fair and give them the respect they deserve.
i find these episodes funny.
when you said you want to quit your job, make sure you quit it.
else, don't even bother to say, because people don't give a flying kite to any of your rantings.
i am just saying. =)
mouth and most emo individual is reading my blog.
bwahahahahahha....don't go around tell the whole world okay. you know your usual drill, aye?
i am just saying.
i have created another photoblog?
still blog will still remain my emo spot, and that will be purely about my photos.
let you guys know soon. =)
i am a firm believer of the idea that if i dreamt enough i will get there.
i am still an adamant of what i preach, but while getting there i must have ample doses of patience.
soon, i believe soon enough I will get the life like how exactly I envisioned to be like. soon.
hello you, yeah you.
i know you are stalking my blog, and you thought i wouldn't know yeah.
i am stalking you stalking me yeah. =D
i don't think deserve all these, but i am truly grateful to have all i own now.
this song makes me swoon. =)
yeap, i'll listen because i believe in pay it forward.
you can do all the talk you want.
sorry john mayer, i've detoured a while to other songs.
but i still love you. i do.
not sure if you guys realised this, i have been contributing my thoughts and emotions in this blog for four years.
i have been super happy, uber emo, very angry and also extremely bitchy.
anyhow, i'd like to thank all of you for reading them. i lap you all. =)
xoxo,
very pretty lady
pork burger, forbidden city, snow, thick furry clothes, visa and meeting the people of my own race.
i am so so so so hype up now.
=D
so that i can keep this in my mind the next 10 years. =)
alright, bring it on.
i am obnoxious, sarcastic, not easy going, indecent, serious and inappropriate.
i found these adjectives very contradictory, and i am still finding them contradicting. how can i be serious but indecent and inappropriate at the same time. it seriously boggles my mind.
other than the literal meaning of the words, i don't give a flying kite of what you think of me.
i want to visit as many zoos around the world as possible. =)
what about your's?
just so you all know, i've decided, in fact very determine, on being healthy.
I AM HAPPY.
just need to find time to edit my photos. sigh.
and try out my holga.
and update my blog.
and look at the plans for my bangkok trip.
and learn adobe illustrator.
and read more books.
and play more games.
woot!
2.5km now, and i need to train myself to run another 2.5km before the Shape Night Run comes.
i set my current favourite song - katamari on the swing as a my ring tone, and i kept calling myself so that i can listen to the song again and again and again.
another repackage.
not exactly what i expected, but i supposed am good for now. think i deserve a big pat on my head and shoulder.
good job girl, good job. =D
all of them claimed that they like to write, but this isn't the job they like because they can't write what they like.
how ironic.
i guess this is not the job for everyone.
before i get too old and forgot about everything else.
the hobbyist
you don't have to understand what am i talking about, am just using the blogspot entry as a notepad. bwahhahah
things that make me happy are like grains of sand, so little, so slippery and sometimes unnoticeable.
but i know i can be happy by counting the blessings, one by one, bit by bit. irregardless of how significant the incident can be.
am a lucky girl, i just know that.
The joy of meeting pays the pangs of absence;
else who could bear it?!!!?
ELSE WHO COULD BEAR IT?!!!!??
ELSE WHO COULD BEAR IT?!!!!!???!??!!?
I survived, but it is not the end of april yet, omg!
by the way, i've found another cool song. This is my current favourite.
i think i will not survive through april.
i don't even think i will be alive when april hits.
if i don't, i hope you guys will still remember me for who i am.
eeeeekkkkkk...
i should stop playing PSP and organise the pictures i took 10 thousand years ago
OMG, the games are so addictive.
i don't have the heart to let her know that i do not have the loyalty she deemed i have.
sometimes i don't know if additional offerings in life are good for me or a stall.
i guessed everything just happened too fast.
am so confused and low on energy right now.
when will people realise that it is so wrong to use the word cum to replace come.
sigh, not funny. just stop using it.
not everyone has the privilege to cum that often.
come to think about it, it doesn't reward you for wins and loses, or how well you play the game.
now that i've gotten a much clearer picture of this, i don't think i will ever regret of the things i'll do next.
just need to find a way to get on with my next plan.
sigh, so many things to do, so little time to achieve.
am glad zen finally found me, or i found zen. either ways, i am much happier now =)
2010 was just episodes of dramas. i hope i'll have more fucks this year will be a better one.
just so every of my beloved friends know, february is nearing, that means *cough* my birthday *cough* is coming! please do not forget, unless you've already prepared to feel my wrath, but i don't think you'd like to mess with my zen. ommmm...
