won't go away

it has been long,

for me to stop and think,

or not to do anything else.

stay still, in dead silence,

just to let my thoughts run.

because ,

i dare not to leave a moment unoccupied,

i dare not .


Life is deceiving.

For one moment, you thought you had everything tucked properly in place. Work, friends, puffs, heaps and heaps of activities, just to make yourself busy. Such smooth schedule arranged you thought. Such seamless surface. you assumed, you almost had it behind.

deep down you know,

you, are living in denial.

it still follows you around everyday.

it still crawls to you, wakes you up soaking wet,wreck with guilt.

you, know what you did.

you, will never get far.