today i learned that...

some sexually frustrated bitches have fucking huge mouths that can fit 3 watermelons.

11 days more!

11 DAYS. 11 DAYS. 11 DAYS. 11 DAYS.
CHOCOLATE SCONES, COLD ROCKS ICE CREAM, CHA SOBA, UNAGI FRIED RICE, PORK MEAT BALLS, PAN CAKES, LAMB CHOP, MASH POTATOES, GRAIN WAVES, AND CORDIAL!
11 DAYS. 11 DAYS. 11 DAYS. 11 DAYS

15 days more!

15DAYS 15DAYS 15DAYS 15DAYS.
I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE WORKING ANYMORE.
15DAYS 15DAYS 15DAYS 15DAYS.

just the way you always want to be

i still remember our conversation happened at that apartment we rented; i was lying on that filthy couch listening to your dream and how you have sketched your life plans two years after we graduated.

it was the simplest dream i ever heard of. It may be plain and unchallenged but she doesn't need to go through the rollercoaster of life to finally realise what she really wants. 

i secretly wished that i can have the dream like her's. holding my loved one till the endest bit of my life.we all thought we can. at least i nearly think i could.

if i ever can be as simple as her. keeping life uncomplicated as it should be.things could have been different. way different. but i am not her, because being simple is the best of her. that is why she deserves to have what she wants in life.

i wish you happy marriage that stands the test of time.

and you will.

you are so screwed already

evil thoughts are yearning to crawl out. One day, all hell shall break loose.

just got to stop before shit hits the fan.

cocoon of lies and deception

"you now may find being the third party in one's relationship is ridiculous, but when you reach my age, you'll understand and embrace this. men are just selfish creature and us women simply have too much empathy and love not to fall for the trap."

i shall pen this quote down. i hope when i hit 35, i wouldn't have to find the most absurd excuse to explain myself when i have conducted a sin.

i hope you find peace living in a cocoon of lies and deception spun by yourself.

bull shit.