road to recovery

some days back in couple of years, i'd been stabbed by my own folly.

it was quite funny how i shrugged off clues which could save me from being wrecked.

i snorted at common idea on how i would end up, believing hard that i will be the exception.

next, what happened left me stood in awe for quite awhile.

i guess what really made me appalled was i couldn't gave up on what i'd never doubt of.

to be honest, i couldnt believe i'd been overturn by my beliefs.

but really, there is no absolute promise that one will get what he/she wants even he/she pray so hard for things to pull through.

some day today, i wonder why it took such a long journey for me to understand.

i never regretted on what i have done,

i just wish it wouldnt take me so long to finally realise this.

xxx

I couldn't say enough wonderful things about beautiful souls who never give up on me.

yer,

thanks for doing the most thoughtful things whenever i need you.

some conundrums are yet to be solved, but i will come safely through with you being around.

despite all, you are still my greatest peeves.

lueypin,

i remember how we consoled each other at Taman Paramount LRT station.

sorry for being such an asshole for always remembering you when i am low in fuel.

ainee,

thanks for checking out on me constantly.

i enjoy scolding you, one way to make me realise i am as anal as you.

aiwei,

getting scoldings from you were rare occasions,

and i enjoyed all of them.

vien,

thanks for sticking up for my shits.

its hard to forget the moments we laughed our ass off talking about my shits.

others i didn't mention, i didn't forget.

Thank you for going high and low just to make me happy.

xxx