you make me happy

counting down again to the day we meet.

thinking of that day already bring me so much joy and happiness.

i really can't wait.

feel like smooching your face leaving tons and tons of saliva right this second.

damn salah in the heart and brain

damn salah.

its so salah right from the start.

sometimes what you said can be a jingle

i know i cannot be bothered anymore.

sometimes i am so sure that what you said didn't mean jack to me. i wouldn't give a flying kite to them. in fact, they couldn't mean any flying fucks to me.

no matter how much i was convinced that those words meant no harm to me anymore, the words that you said sprouted and grew, deeper and deeper. rubbing salts to my wounds and sores.

maybe you are right. i am trying hard. too hard indeed.

so hard that i can't go with the flow. too hard that things become awkward. i am straining myself too much that i couldn't let things go. like a kid with palm full of sweets that she couldn't pull her hand out of the jar. too greedy to let go some of the sweets.

i am too greedy that i want all. that is why i tried so hard and i ended up none.

i can't ditch it, really. i thought i had. it's already a jingle, twirling in my mind. jinxing i can never loved, nor be loved.

we can dwell on and on

i think we can do more amazing than this.

i love you.

:D

new job, me and hard rocky!

new job has been hectic, but the people i work with are pretty fun and crazy. i think that is the difference when you are working with veterans and a bunch of young people.

well, that is not the best part of the new job. the coolest is it is ooze with testosterone. not that i am desperate, it just feels so pamper to be the rare species among all man. guess you won't hear me complaining about sewing some bitches' effing mouths for the longest time.

also, i travelled in out back forth for events. the coolest was to work in Hard Rock Penang.

not only the hotel is pleasantly situated beside the beach. they have the longest swimming pool in Malaysia. beautiful murals are everywhere. the food was good. their milkshake was even more super duper. and the hotel staff are pretty helpful and friendly too.

me really likey! i feel like i want stay there for the rest of my life.

Hard Rock Penang, please hire me. i can be your pr/marcomm officer/bartender/fill in the blanks as long as i can stay there forever.

caption is lame



long long light bulbs. gotta see them at night!



don't know who they are, but i think they must be famous to be displayed in hard rocky



swimming pool is just a step from your room! damn cool right!



try to camwhore while working



nikki sixx's guitar. i have no idea who he is. wtf



chandeliers. i can so imagine my future home will be full of these



mural! beatles!



everyone is busy asking people to snap themselves in hard rocky



ladies' signage



snapping random stuff at some random angle to show that i am artistic