oh well, it's not that bad after all

things went out of hand a week ago. the expectation and neediness for affection, also the urge to make things right crumbled my defense system. like a total crash.

i was a goner, physically and mentally.

oh well, at least i am alright now.just like a cliche. i guess you have to go through a series of gruesome torments in order to recognise what you nearly missed. can't say i am totally tame with what i have now, at least the situation is getting better.

on another note, i had my appraisal today. the package balls offered me was a good one. i am fairly happy with it, especially with the long holidays i will be having in july. hope that i don't have to sell my soul over the entitlements i settled with. come to think about it, i would actually sell my soul for the benefits i am entitled with.

ok. until the next time. thank you. bye.